Ana

why can't i just be skinny
when i eat, i hear her talking
her yelling, screaming
telling me i'm fat
that i shouldn't eat it
that i'm ugly

and it's true
i'm a fat bitch
and i wonder why the boys don't want me
it's because i'm fat
fat and ugly
a scarred up freak

ana why don't you help me
instead of just calling me names
i don't want to leave you for mia
but i want to be friends with her too
i want us all to be happy
i don't want you to hate me

i was doing so well
and then christmas came
you yelled at me ana
you too mia
and i ate and ate
but i just want to see my bones