All That She Was

when did i first laugh again
and (when) did i first smile so
deeply it reached my eyes
when did (this) heart
first (quiver) back into life
and when did i first sing along
to my favourite song
when did all that she is
become all that she was?
does every laugh
every smile
every song mean that
her memory (fades) further and further
so that (i) may (forget)
i ever loved (her)