Sorry

i'm sorry that I hurt you
I hate to see you cry
I hate raising my voice to you
it hurts me to see you like that
I miss all the laughs and smiles
I love you more then you could imagine
I'm sorry for not being there as much
I love your laugh I love your smile
I need to do better I know this
you're my world I hope you know that
I don't love you any less then your brother
I've been thinking a lot about how much
of a better person you made me.
I made you inside of me
I've felt you grow and kick and punch in me
you made me a mom nothing could change that
my little storm your growing up to fast
i'm sorry if I make you feel bad
I don't want to I beat myself up about it
i'm sorry if I failed you
i'm sorry i'm tough on you
when i'm tougher on my self
I love you storm.
I always will i'm sorry for making you cry
♠ ♠ ♠
wrote this one night when I was breaking down crying having my moments where I do question how good of a mom I am. i'm a single mom of 2 and its hard