Escape.

I wish I may, I wish I might,
No matter what I say,
Escape is just a dream,
No matter how loud I scream!

Feel so mistreated and bruised,
Words profound that leave you confused,
You don't understand why I wish for an escape,
Because you can't see the pain and agony,
I go through day by day,
Starting with my own family all the way to church itself.

I wish, I wish, I wish,
For an escape from here!
I'm tired of living in this nightmare,
Even if it takes a bullet to the head,
I don't care, consider me dead!

Day by day, night by night,
Pain holds no mercy,
Hatred consumes all hope,
Despair becomes all that's left of this place!
I just wish for an escape without a trace,
As if I never existed here.

I wish...
You could sprout wings...
Fly to me...
Carry me away...
Anywhere...
As long as I'm not here,
Where no one cares,
It's really clear,
That I'm not wanted here.

So why...
Was I born here...
When I'm nothing,
But the outcast crook who's done no wrong,
But for so long,
Even to this day...
I'm treated, and verbally abused,
As if I never belonged here.

Anyone who hears this plea for help...
Please grant this wish...
As I wish before midnight rains again for the new day...
I wish for an escape...
I wish to awake in a place where I belong,
Even at home, it's clear I'm an outcast here.