For Every Girl That Was Important to Me

"I don't have a choice," You say as you get up to go,
Your eyes seem sad, and everything is in slow-mo.
I really wish I understood a woman's thoughts now,
then I could understand really how
every single female in my life walks out on me.
Is this how life's supposed to be?

I had a Mum and Dad once, living in the same family.
But mum said that she wasn't going to be happy
so we started to live separately from Dad.
Yes even that change back then made me and my brother very mad.
"Isn't it for the better, if we aren't happier together
to just separate apart?"

Then the first girl stepped into my life.
In spite of myself I felt that the butterflies were real.
How could I be so stupid to figure out
that love comes from the heart and so without a doubt,
She left me, but it didn't hurt as much as I thought it would.
I guess it never was, never been, and never could.

The third girl hit me fast and the hardest,
At five years she stayed the longest.
And that person was you, and you helped me through
The trials of being me. We tried to redo everything
And now that you're moving out of my life,
I'm having a hard time despite of everything.

I'll miss you, I'll miss you so
But it's not falling apart, not really.
Not miles or distances that I have to go.