Where Is He?

god
ignored
where is he
I cannot find
what I'm looking for
the light in the tunnel
has burned out, so very dark
but now I cannot find my way
relying on this almighty god
I'm too old for imaginary friends
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The scheme of this poem is that the first line is 1 syllable and each line gains one until it gets to 10 syllables at the end.