Jan. 9, 2014 - She Deserved It

I accidently spilled wine all over your favorite shirt and
you back handed me, telling me to clean up the mess while
I cried.

I accidently spilled coffee on your favorite tie and you
swore under your breathe how pathetic I was and that
I shouldn't even live.

You accidently came in me and I cried myself to
sleep, you thought I was on the pill and kicked my stomach
when you saw the baby kick me from the
inside.

When the our beauiful baby was born, you hated him automatically
because he looked like me and you hated his entire being,
until the day you saw him smack me because
daddy did it.

Both the men I love thought I needed
tough love,
it wasn't until the day
I died, inducing myself on heroin
feeding away the pain
I had, the bruises they caused
and neither of them showed up to my funeral
but on my tomb stoned they engraved,

She deserved it.