I'm not sure what "Type*" to call this Peace

As I lie there restless but still, asleep but awake
I saw everything I have ever Feared
Flash before my closed but very open Eyes.
Through the darkness I saw so clearly
Visions of the dangers that could have-
Should have been.
Death, destruction of youth
Youth so blindly and carelessly Wasted
Wasted like her thoughts, Wasted like her
Life.
Death blinded me in those moments of Clarity
I began to ascend from my own Body,
And the creature I saw through my
Third Eye was the very source of every fear
Every Doubt
And I ascended then higher
And higher still, Gaining full control of my Consciousness
And I looked deeper into the creature lying
Restless but still
I felt no fear.
Saw no danger.
Calmness rushed over, then
Through Me
Pulling me back into myself where I merged then as One
Yin and Yang
Lamb and Lion
And as I sit here now I see through new eyes
Cleansed and Clean and Clear
No longer Restless
No longer Still