The Burning Fire and the Light

white around and then the red lines bulging up together,
the little clear drop on her cheek ripple down the side of her face
hits her lips that are quivering with pain and fear
the pain of her heart falling out of her chest
the fear of letting go
there she plays the house wife
cleaning all the time
helping him with his every whim and always there
the shakes in her heart when he ignores her
the tears that want to fall out of her eyes when the beep beep of the computer makes
the fear of a dream being in the mind instead of being realistic.
another living the dream i always wanted for reasons
knowing walking away with tears in my eyes is whats best
but also it hurts so much like fire touching your skin for hours
knowing the truth in your heart but it still the fire needs to be put out
the dream is someone else now
even if the dream finally changes it will never be yours.
the happiness of a new and better happiness
leaving the fire behind and watering it out to walk towards the light
everything happens for a reason. And if later the the fire turns into sunlight then hopefully
the sunlight will pick your cloud to be the one to end the shadows with and be partners with.
but if the light is where you should be then follow the light you might just end up with something even better than before.
the fire will always be there and the fire will always care n love you but its time for someone else to burn into the fire now....
i'll always love you
Forever and Always