My Heart Is About to Stop Its Beating

I think I just deserve to die
for my mistakes, for what I’ve done wrong
and for hurting the person who I love.
But I can’t die because she hold
me tight in this world.

Despite this, I don’t know
if my heart will be able to be beating much more time.
I don't know if my lungs will survive to this fire.
My will of living disspaears day by day.
One day, I'll lose this fight and I'll reast on peace.