Looking for Hope

i am looking for a little hope.
i cant find any happiness besides being hung from a rope.
my head is racing and i can never catch it even if i got a head start.
my life seems to be falling apart.
im starting to feel my heart stop.
nothing left to do expect a little pop.
never knowing where to go.
everyone around me is a foe.
but they will never know
my life is in a twirl.
i cant even go home and see my baby girl.
i feel lost.
always having a weakness.
come with me and then youll finally witness.
all this madness that i couldnt confess.
watch me wash away my sadness everyday for breakfast until there is nothing left.