Apology for My Behaviour

I think I only feel shame
about my last poems,
because of the self-destruction
that I showed in them.

I had a hurting pain inside me
and I guess it was the way
I chose to let my feelings exit
from my shattered inside.
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Because of that, I've decided to delete almost all of these poems from the web, because it was the first time I had self-destructive feelings and I'm not proud about it. :(Sorry guys...