Sadness.

All of your happy thoughts have been erased from your mind.
You try to think of one, but your brain won’t let you see it.
It has barricaded all your happy memories from showing themselves to you.
The corners of your mouth are pointing downward,
Forcing a frown upon your once beaming face.
A tiny bit of your bottom lip is jutted out,
Making you look even more upset.
Your bedroom door is closed and locked so nobody can enter and see you in this state.
You lay sprawled out on your bed.
Every muscle in your body is calm.
Your eyes are closed,
But tears have broken the wall that holds them in.
They flow down your cheeks freely.
There is absolutely no point in wiping them away.
After they have been wiped away,
More and more will spill.
Plus, you've already wiped your eyes raw from your previous tears.
They are swollen,
Red, and a tad sore.
Your breathing is ragged while you silently sob.
You want no one to hear you.
Your chest moves up and down in an uneven pattern as you try to gulp in the air.
You feel as if nothing in the world could ever bring that bright, shining smile back to your face.
The beating of your heart is slow and is the only sound that reaches your ears.
At that moment you wish it would just stop beating all at once.
That way you wouldn't have to feel like this.
You wouldn't have to feel like someone entered your brain,
And drained everything happy thing you could think of.
You wouldn't be laying there,
Drowning in sadness.