Dreams, Promises, Love
I wont dare tell a lie.
There was a time i couldn't go on.
There was a time I wanted to die.
And i couldn't tell a right from wrong.
I wont dare tell a lie.
Theres no doubt I wanted to die.
And so i would cut, And so I would drink.
And nobody knew, Nobody would think...
That a smiling face, so bright as mine,
Beyond the spotlight, what’s in my mind?
Sadness and Madness is what i would find.
and no one could tell. Though they were not blind.
At some point I thought I made a friend.
At some point i thought the pain could end.
Although i was wrong, it made it worse.
He was stolen away, and I was cursed.
So My monsters and fears would grow over the edge.
I’d grab the hacksaw that was lying on the ledge.
I’d throw pain on myself...to the point I’d enjoy.
Each and every bit...
Each to every broken hit.
Thats when I started coming out.
I’d cry, I’d scream, I’d shout.
As loud as I possibly could.
Hoping maybe somebody would...
Try and notice...Try to tell...
My heaven in which I dwell...
The soul I chose to sell...
Reality feels like hell...
Thats when I told myself.
What if theres no one else.
Nobody can help me,
Nobody can save me from myself.
The villain within my skin,
No one can conquer him
Besides the Hero within my heart.
She can tear him apart.
And so I made a promise...
I will not let him harm me for a year.
I will find reasons to live again.
I will try to find a real friend.
I called this time, November Darkfall...
And so months came by,
I fought the torment and temptations...
My nightmares, My halucinations.
I learned what true love felt like...
Yet one day, After a year and three months
My monsters came back to haunt meAnd I broke down,
They took my thoughts They took my crown.
They took my pride.
I harmed again...and then I cried..
The one I loved, did not feel right...
Now I knew what heart break felt like...
And it was my fault...
From then On, I still feel temptation...
I told myself I’d cut today....
But then a thought came my way...
What am I living for...
with all my Screams,
My Damages,
The dark clouds above.
I stay here in hope,
To find
Dreams,
Promises,
Love.
I draw a star on my wrists, a reminder of my reason.
Dreams, promises, Love...
I must not break such things.
There was a time i couldn't go on.
There was a time I wanted to die.
And i couldn't tell a right from wrong.
I wont dare tell a lie.
Theres no doubt I wanted to die.
And so i would cut, And so I would drink.
And nobody knew, Nobody would think...
That a smiling face, so bright as mine,
Beyond the spotlight, what’s in my mind?
Sadness and Madness is what i would find.
and no one could tell. Though they were not blind.
At some point I thought I made a friend.
At some point i thought the pain could end.
Although i was wrong, it made it worse.
He was stolen away, and I was cursed.
So My monsters and fears would grow over the edge.
I’d grab the hacksaw that was lying on the ledge.
I’d throw pain on myself...to the point I’d enjoy.
Each and every bit...
Each to every broken hit.
Thats when I started coming out.
I’d cry, I’d scream, I’d shout.
As loud as I possibly could.
Hoping maybe somebody would...
Try and notice...Try to tell...
My heaven in which I dwell...
The soul I chose to sell...
Reality feels like hell...
Thats when I told myself.
What if theres no one else.
Nobody can help me,
Nobody can save me from myself.
The villain within my skin,
No one can conquer him
Besides the Hero within my heart.
She can tear him apart.
And so I made a promise...
I will not let him harm me for a year.
I will find reasons to live again.
I will try to find a real friend.
I called this time, November Darkfall...
And so months came by,
I fought the torment and temptations...
My nightmares, My halucinations.
I learned what true love felt like...
Yet one day, After a year and three months
My monsters came back to haunt meAnd I broke down,
They took my thoughts They took my crown.
They took my pride.
I harmed again...and then I cried..
The one I loved, did not feel right...
Now I knew what heart break felt like...
And it was my fault...
From then On, I still feel temptation...
I told myself I’d cut today....
But then a thought came my way...
What am I living for...
with all my Screams,
My Damages,
The dark clouds above.
I stay here in hope,
To find
Dreams,
Promises,
Love.
I draw a star on my wrists, a reminder of my reason.
Dreams, promises, Love...
I must not break such things.