Dear Me,

Why do I make myself feel this way?
I feel like I can't breathe.
All I want to do is breakthrough.
What do you do when you’re breaking?
All I know is that I'm lost, I can't find my way.
I feel like this feeling inside me won't end until I'm just a shadow of myself.
What do you do when you lose your faith?
When I look in the mirror all I see is a broken girl, her eyes are dull, the light in them are fading away.
I want to believe I'll find myself, find away but it’s been too long.
What do you do when you feel like you’re losing control?
I can feel the sun on my skin but I'm cold inside.
All I can do is cry, the tears feel like acid to me.
Why is it so hard to try to save yourself?
I'm too far damaged, I just have to say goodbye.
There’s no way of saving me from myself.
Everything I touch turns to ashes,
All I know how to do is hurt myself.
All I can say is sorry for everything I did, what I do and what I’ll do.