Separation Without Communication

It hurts big brother
This hole you left in my heart
I miss you every day
And I worry about you all the time
For once I can't help you
And I can't even talk to you at all
I just have your favorite tshirt
To try and keep warm
It lost your scent a few days ago
I cried that night
I miss five in the morning
When we finally say goodnight
I miss telling you I'm leaving
And you tugging me back
Asking me to stay
So you can make sure I'm safe
I miss you big brother
Please come back
Because I can't smile anymore
Not until you're hugging me promising I'm okay