The Terrible Game

I lay awake at night
thinkng of my pain
I'm not sure what to do
I cannot end this game

The more I play
The more I want to give up
This game is to hard
I just want it to stop

I want to go out the easy way
But my family will grieve
So I have to stay

But I can't take it anymore
I want to leave
Can I go now?
Please?