A Forest

How is it that one day you feel
like you're a faucet leaking of emotions,
and the next day you don't feel anything at all.
I'm lost in a forest
with monsters lurking in the shadows and inhumane things.
I'm starving for you
And nobody will help me.
I put up lost posters
and stapled them all over the trees.
I searched everywhere for a
spirited,
loving girl,
with vibrant tattoos that stuck out like
a black cat in the snow.
but everywhere I looked,
I found nothing,
and then I thought to myself that
how can I find somebody
that I never even had?