My Depression

My heart is bleeding and I don't know why.
My mind is lost and I'm about to cry.
The tears that fall are all for you,
I'm angry and depressed, I feel very blue.
The confusion on my mind why does this happen to me?
My heart is in pain why can't you see?
So many tears, so many depressing thoughts.
I'm going to burst but I hold it in and I do not curse.
I fake tough and I never cry
But holding it in only makes me want to die.
The depression is swooping in and I can not hide.
So I'm gonna run and try to keep dry eyed.
Emotions coming , I'm strong I must stop,
But once again my heart just dropped.
I can't run forever I already feel the tears,
I'm stuck in an internal jail and I can't face my fears.