What Do You Mean, You Didn't Expect This?

What do you mean, you didn't expect this?
Don't you remember that you were the one who had driven me to this point?
Don't you remember that you were the one who encouraged me to end my life?
With my veins both shattered
You said it wouldn't matter
So I ended my life that night
What do you mean, you tried to stop it?
Don't you remember the insults you threw out?
Don't you remember the things you lied about?
You said it was over
And that I didn't matter
So my outlet became a knife
What do you mean, you were there through it all?
Don't you remember the trials that I faced?
All of the bullshit that you made me take?
You said that's not the point
That's never going to matter
"Shut up and deal with it, alright?"
What do you mean, you didn't expect this?
Don't you remember I told you that I've had enough?
Don't you remember I told you, I've bled too much blood?
But that didn't matter
And instead I got sadder
And I ended my life that night