Sober

Drowning in the bottom of a bottle is where my problems lye
Forever and ever stuck inside
Flowing away with the smoke and wind
Im living this battle wondering who will win
If its not one thing its another
And half the time we cant stand eachother
Completely broken and hurting inside
Theres to many problems I try to hide
Sometimes I really just wish I would allow myself to die
For with me would go the lovesick melody I hide behind
My heart and buts splattered around and oozing blood
My thoughts and wishes open to see
Can someone maybe set me free ?