Drugs Are a Bitch and so Is Life

I want to drink and do some coke,
So confused and feeling that fuse,
I want to get lost in the moment,
Just to forget what i once had...
Death calls my name shouting so loud,
It makes me want to scream...
Voices fill my head wondering like lost souls,
in this dark dimension of no light...
Drugs... have once filled my life with so much shame and regret,
Yet were so amazing i just went back...
Every memory i once had,
now forgotten and left behind,
Like a old picture of what once was....
One memory i hold close to my heart,
and that is of abuse,
sounds weird but that never can be forgot-in,
it will haunt my mind for the rest of my life,
the pain that comes with it,
cry's with everything that came.....
ONE LIFE, ONE BODY..... AND A MATURED MIND.... AND A SAD SOUL....