If...

I close my eyes so you can't see me
if you can't see me, you can't hut me
if you can't hurt me I won't suffer
if I won't suffer, I don't have to feel pain
if I don't have to feel pain, I don't have to soothe it
if I don't have to soothe it, I don't need to cut myself
and if I wouldn't have to cut myself, I'd still be alive.