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i still feel your influence all around
even though you're nowhere to be found
so i go through each day
where everything reminds me of you
and i sink into the darkness
that yawns beneath me
never ending
ill die deep inside
till there's nothing left of me
ill die more and more
till there's nothing left to kill
then ill die again
just for kicks
because there's nothing left of me since you
and i'm not sure i ever want there to be.
♠ ♠ ♠
written when i was mourning over a lost friend....then gone over again when i lost a loved one.