My Blessed Curse

There was once a time,
That you lived only in my dreams
In passing rhymes;
In vivid themes

A foreign Utopia in my mind,
Bliss resting softly on my closed eyes
Waking each day,
Hoping to find,
The answer to all my cries

After all the years of pain,
One day, you finally came
Then I knew,
Sunshine or rain;
My life would never be the same

I was in a daze,
You were mine
Time passing in a haze,
It was divine

Oh, how I thought I knew heartache,
When I was pining for you
I thought I knew how it felt to break,
But now I do...