beliving a lie

Sometimes i cant even go to bed
because when i close my eyes
all i can see is you in my head
i dont think one day has going by
That you havnt crossed my mind
everytime i remember, i cry
How could you mean so much
to me and i havnt meant anything
to you
i was so blind
there was so much i didnt see
its like i was lost
and didnt know what to say
whenever you held me close
I just wish you could to realize
the whole time i thought you
cared. But it was just a sad and
patihic love stare