Demons

Never thought I'd feel this dead
To much darkness in my head
I pushed away a good woman
My heart she has truly stolen
How can I make amends
When I'm the one who brought us to end
Demons run my head forever
Now my neck I wish to sever
But suicide is not my thing
Wish instead I had just bought that ring
Forgive me love, for I am blind
All I want is to make it right
But your love I cannot ask for again
Not my place, nor my right to ever hold your hand.