The Note (An Empty Threat)

this new poem
as all of my works
has no happy ending
nor a gleeful beginning
I just tend to write in free verse
in hopes of someone noticing

I know that none of you care
im not blind to the truth
and honestly
id hate myself
like im sure all of you do

this, in a way, is my form of reaching out
to someone who would care.
for theres no one who loves me in this world
im lonely for the time being

im not one to show my feelings
I wear this mask of lies
and no one really understands
how badly I want to die

im not suicidal, I just want to pass
please tell my mom im gone
the rest of you can kiss my ass.
a gunshot to my head
that's quite the way to go
fuck a knife and or blade
oh how I loathe this life
though im sure you already know.
im prepared to die when ever
im ready for my heart to explode.
sleep is the preferred method
in the dirt, my body with be buried
food for the worms
this shit is super heavy.