"As Bad"

The sunset bleeds as red as blood tonight
And my heart sinks with the fading light.
Heartbroken, lost and without a word in kind
Ever so slowly I feel I'm losing my mind.
The clouds bear down with so much sorrow
And a storm I know won't clear tomorrow.
Time stands still without a single hope left
As I struggle with the truths I can't forget.
The sky darkens so quickly now
And not even the stars twinkle somehow.
Saddened by all I have done to you
I'm lost and wondering what I should do.
Steady the night drags on like this
Silent, I cannot even hope to wish
That this pain you're feeling will ease in time
Or that I might be forgiven for this crime.
The moon shines down with broken beams
And, without you saying, I know I stole your dreams..
I realized the moment I allowed this to begin
That I'm every bit as bad as him.