Didn't Expect the Unexpected

I want to pour my heart out but i'm out of words to say.
It seems I just feel more and more sad everyday
Time is ticking away, I can feel the clock running out
And anytime I try to smile only a frown comes to my mouth
My heart seems to be breaking but it has no reason to
My life is going good and problems I have few
But my brain contains these worries that I'll only tell you
I can feel the demons haunting me I take these drugs to forget
But when I wake up sober they're still there in my head
I try and tell myself, 'they're not real, it's all fake.'
But these fucking voices won't go away
I try not to listen but I'm much to weak to act so strong
just take a look at all the scars on my arms
No one ever thinks this game of life could get so hard