Ruins

For a long time I looked in the mirror and couldn't appreciate myself.
I could only see a weak ass little girl that couldn't protect herself.
I was taken advantage of and began to feel worthless.
I drowned myself in drugs just trying to forget.
Lost myself more and more everytime I feigned for a synthetic bliss.
All the hardships pulled me farther from reality.
And everytime I think of what you did I get so angry.
Angry at myself for allowing this to happen,
angry at you for never listening.
Angry that you broke me and took away everything.
Took away my strength and made me that weak little girl again.
You showed me who was boss, who was in control
No matter the resistence you didn't like hearing no.
Had to keep you happy, cause what you could of done, I didn't want to know.