The One to Decide

It's times like these I want to take my life.
When my hearts already torn in two and I can't seem to decide.
Do I have faith that everything you had to say wasn't a lie?
And mourn what we lost to the point I break down and cry?
Why can't I forget and just smile that my future may finally be bright?
Why must you haunt me so bad in my dreams that it effects my reality?
Why even after you took every last part of me...
Must you still take everything that ever makes me happy?