DeXMon

I stare at this room
But it's not the same as before.
There use to be eight walls
Now there's only four.
Am I crazy now
Or was I crazy then?
The reality I use to escape
Is now the one I dwell in.
They said I had to stop,
I have to face my demons.
But most of the time,
I just want to give in to my cravings.
Anything for these four walls
to be eight again.
Anything just to escape
this torturous reality we live in.
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The title is a reference to something very personal to me. No mispellings on purpose.