Den of Sorrow
Missed my chance
And now im standing by
Watching the world
With clueless eyes
Angry at myself
For that stupid mistake
Shutting you out
So my heart wouldnt break
Because i knew i would leave
Like every time before
And it kills me inside
Rotting my core
Why do i do this?
Why dont i stay?
Because im a coward
Who hides the words i'll never say
So now i put on that smile
So they think im okay
Sitting in silence
Until the pain fades away
And now im standing by
Watching the world
With clueless eyes
Angry at myself
For that stupid mistake
Shutting you out
So my heart wouldnt break
Because i knew i would leave
Like every time before
And it kills me inside
Rotting my core
Why do i do this?
Why dont i stay?
Because im a coward
Who hides the words i'll never say
So now i put on that smile
So they think im okay
Sitting in silence
Until the pain fades away
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Having one of those nights where you're trying to sleep and your mind decides to remind you of every single time you screwed up. End up staring at the ceiling above your bed watching those failures over and over.