Unconditional love.

She says I was her biggest mistake,
her number one biggest regret.
She says that when she sees me, she feels nothing but hate.

She says she wishes she could turn back time,
maybe kill me before I was even alive.

She says I'm ugly, stupid and bad.
Sperm of the devil.
I laugh but inside I've already died.
It's hard to stand tall when you're kicked down and denied.

Each word she whispers sounds like a scream I can't avoid.
And I believe her.
Every phrase and sound.
With all my heart and soul.
I'm damaged, a fuck up.
I know.
Unconditional love seems like such a joke.