Dreams and Lost Scenes

All at once I wished I was not broken,
Somehow wondering if it was all true
I don't know why he'd ever pick me when he had
You.

I dreamed once of a place
Far and wide where I crave you
Everywhere I look I only see your touch and feel your
Gaze.

Someday I'll walk into a room
And feel whole again- completely over you
But it's been a year and I don't think I'll ever be
Okay.

I'm trying so hard to be strong
But there comes a time where you can't hold on
Anymore so you open your arms to the world and scream
"Fuck it all."