Give Up

wander and wander,
wander the ice and snow,
wander through the things you know not,
and wander some more,
and give up.

give up inhibitions,
give up pride,
dignity too,
forfeit all sense,
and all sense of wonder.

you are not what you seem,
and those around you are even less than they seem,
and you want to smile,
but its gone,
gone for good?

no.

smiles,
the feeling of being "just okay"
cannot be gone for good,
it's just lost...

you're just lost.