Mushroom Cloud Boy

you made my body toxic from emotion,
poison seeps through my words,
i am a venom that creeps up slowly,
and destroys

i am radioactive from the bomb,
of hatred and disgust you dropped on me,
and my feet kill the grass and flowers,
and my eyes are hollow and dead,

there's residue of your words,
still clinging to my bones,
a cancer in my mind and soul,
and i am patiently dying

i'm storing it all up,
all my self-hate and all my contempt,
and it's scaring me,
filling me,
and it's too much,
i release it,
i'm the living bomb

look out for me,
i'm the mushroom cloud boy