My Explosive Emotions

I liked you last week, while this week I don't.
I told you I liked you.
All you did was ignore me.

As of now I should just want nothing to do with you.
You hurt me, and all I want to do is talk to you.
To say I still want to be friends.

But I don't want to be friends anymore, do I?
My heart aches even more when I see you, even though I know you are ignoring me.
Why must I get hopeful when I see you.

Hopeful that you'll come over and talk to me.
My damn emotions always getting in the way.
My emotions are emotionally attached to you, while my brain is not.

My brain is the sensible part of my body, telling me not listen to my emotions, but listen to my heart.
Well, my heart seems to feel the same way as my emotions.
Explosive, emotional, and breaking.

Of course my emotions aren't really breaking, but they are explosive and emotional.
Explosive like fireworks, and emotional like crying or smiling.
That is why they call emotions, emotions isn't it.

Because when you see someone you like, you feel like there's explosives going off in your head.
And when that person tells you they don't like you back, emotional because your heart feels like it's broken.
Why can't I get my explosive emotions under control?

Why must they always control my life.
How about I just never have any emotions again, explosive and normal.
That sounds pretty good to me.