Hopelessly Dying Inside
Hopelessly Dying Inside
Tears fall down my face as I break down;
I wish I could get away from this frown.
Depression follows me everywhere as I lose my mind;
Happiness & friends are things I can't find.
With no one to trust & no one to befriend;
At this point, I just wait for the end.
With no positive outlook & sadness everywhere;
I don't deserve this. This isn't fair.
Feeling worthless & having no value;
No can be real. No one can be true.
I want to feel numb. I don't want to care;
Because no one wants to be there.
No one cares about me & no one sees;
All of the pain I endure on days such as these.
Broken & hopeless with nowhere to turn;
Now I just want to watch the world burn.
I have no family & not one friend;
I think I've already reached my end.
Giving up just seems like the best thing to do;
I just want it to be done. I want to be through.
You don't understand & you seem to not care;
I'm tired of talking about it & you not being there.
All I feel now is sorrow & pain;
I've got nothing to lose & nothing to gain.
I'm just so tired of fighting off this depression;
I just can't endure another session.
Stuck inside my head within my dark thoughts;
My mind's constantly reeling & turning into knots.
I've missed something along the way;
Now I see night instead of day.
There is no light & there is no hope;
I've finally come to the end of my rope.
Trying to hold on & not let go;
This darkness within continues to grow.
I feel so lost & all alone within this hell;
I may seem fine, but I fake being well.
Faking smiles & dying inside;
What would happen if I really died?
I wonder that sometimes & start to cry;
I feel no one would care if I did die.
No one'd take notice & no one would be sad;
I think they'd all be less burdened & glad.
Glad that I was gone & glad that I was away;
At least for me it'd be a very happy day.
I would cry no more & not be in pain;
I'd be in Heaven & have everything to gain.
I wish sometimes I could speed it up;
Because, of this world, I've had enough.
But I must wait & endure this life;
I must deal with more pain & strife.
But one day, it will all be over & it'll be gone;
& that will be the end of my sad song.
Tears fall down my face as I break down;
I wish I could get away from this frown.
Depression follows me everywhere as I lose my mind;
Happiness & friends are things I can't find.
With no one to trust & no one to befriend;
At this point, I just wait for the end.
With no positive outlook & sadness everywhere;
I don't deserve this. This isn't fair.
Feeling worthless & having no value;
No can be real. No one can be true.
I want to feel numb. I don't want to care;
Because no one wants to be there.
No one cares about me & no one sees;
All of the pain I endure on days such as these.
Broken & hopeless with nowhere to turn;
Now I just want to watch the world burn.
I have no family & not one friend;
I think I've already reached my end.
Giving up just seems like the best thing to do;
I just want it to be done. I want to be through.
You don't understand & you seem to not care;
I'm tired of talking about it & you not being there.
All I feel now is sorrow & pain;
I've got nothing to lose & nothing to gain.
I'm just so tired of fighting off this depression;
I just can't endure another session.
Stuck inside my head within my dark thoughts;
My mind's constantly reeling & turning into knots.
I've missed something along the way;
Now I see night instead of day.
There is no light & there is no hope;
I've finally come to the end of my rope.
Trying to hold on & not let go;
This darkness within continues to grow.
I feel so lost & all alone within this hell;
I may seem fine, but I fake being well.
Faking smiles & dying inside;
What would happen if I really died?
I wonder that sometimes & start to cry;
I feel no one would care if I did die.
No one'd take notice & no one would be sad;
I think they'd all be less burdened & glad.
Glad that I was gone & glad that I was away;
At least for me it'd be a very happy day.
I would cry no more & not be in pain;
I'd be in Heaven & have everything to gain.
I wish sometimes I could speed it up;
Because, of this world, I've had enough.
But I must wait & endure this life;
I must deal with more pain & strife.
But one day, it will all be over & it'll be gone;
& that will be the end of my sad song.