Shattered

Shattered

Depression, it seems, to follow me everywhere I go;
I try to hide, but it always seems to show.
I hate the way I care & I hate the way I feel;
I truly believe that these wounds may never heal.
Tears fall around me like glass & shatter into shards;
Attempting to move forward & forget you tears me apart.
I swear that the world is against me & I'm all alone;
Just get it over with & let it be done.
So sick & tired of feeling like this;
Flinching & running away from the bullets that miss.
Shoot me down & light me aflame;
Because of you, I'll never be the same.
I hear your voice echo in my head;
I just want you to die instead.
Pain, fear, & rage goes on inside me;
All I want is just to be set free.
I'm bitter & angry that I let this go on;
Why didn't I see this before? I knew it was wrong.
There's no such thing as friendship, truth & girl friends;
Cutting my ties, cutting my losses, I'm cutting my loose ends.
It's all over for me & I'll stay that way;
Maybe someone will change my mind...someday

I doubt it...