Crying So Well

Please don't leave me
Please don't go
I need you more that
you will ever know
I can feel you force pulling
farther and farther
The crying you ask?
It gets harder and harder
I know your much better
than me in most ways
but please do not leave me
I still need you most days
It's getting harder and harder
to make the voice stop
When I have no one there
There is no one I've got
The voice it tells me to burn my own skin
That I'm worthless and stupid
and I eventually give in
To the voice
The voice
Inside of my head
That by all means I wish
was perfectly dead
But to kill the voice
I must kill myself
Because it is my voice I hear
When there is no one else
When I am all alone
Crying and trying
not to hurt myself
Not to feel like dying
So please oh please
Don't leave me now
For if you do I don't know how
I'll make it through another year
because I just might succumb
to my own fear