Death

DEATH
MY LAST WORDS:

Since the beginning of time it’s well-known that without life there’s no death
And
Without death there’s no life

And now as I fly through the many shadows of life and death
Death and life
I know my so called life was nothing but a perfect little dream filled with pictures of perfect little lies

For if you’d look into these blacken eyes of mines
You’d see a sick soul that has forgotten how it feels not to have her heart slip away and drown in a sea of spoken lies
A soul who is so tired of waking up each morning to look in the mirror
But instead of seeing her reflection all she sees is pieces of what she believed in smashed up
For I know it’s all slipping away from me but what the hell why should it come as any surprise
That just when everything was starting to make sense
Just when I was feeling that instead of giving in to it
I’d be strong enough to wash away all the pain

You came along and took all the trust that I was more then
Willing to give
All the love that I’ve been dying to receive and give
You came along and helped betrayed it all away
But please don’t get me wrong and think that I’m
Blaming you
For I’m way pass that since you made it obvious to me
You’ll cover up all your what you believe are truth with nothing
But more lies
And throw the rest of what you refuse to hear nor see
Back for me to believe

So how can I blame you

For if you’d really thought about it
You’d see that I should be thanking you
For if it wasn’t for you I won’t be sitting here
Right now trying to forget all the things that you
Now chose to remember
Trying to forget how you extended your hand out
To this lonely soul and lead her to believe that you
Truly cared
That you truly understand what its like to suffer inside a bleeding
Heart

And maybed you were never real in the first place
Maybe you were just a figment of last hope that only
Lived inside my head
For I still can remember the day we first met
When were both the same and I ask myself

Where did that day go

What did I do that was so bad that I’m the only one to blame
Did that day even mean anything to you
Did I
Well did i
Well I guess not
Cause after today nothing will ever be the same
For after today you’ll continue to live your happy life
Not caring of how after today I’ll continue drowning in all
The tears you’ve made me shed
For this will be the last you’ll see or hear from me
For after today as you continue to live your new life
Mines will soon be forever destroyed and gone

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