One Goal

A different time
A different place
Maybe this could've worked out
Saved face
But now we're in too deep
Broken friendships
Sunken ships
Burned so many bridges
You're taking the blame
For your stubbornness
I don't understand why
You haven't let go yet
I'm just a girl, so silly and serene
Worried about the world
Trying to save a life
Or maybe all of them
Lost in her own world,
Running into walls in the real one
Nothing special, nothing new
So why do you even bother
With someone as
Ordinary as myself
Someone so challenged with technology
And anything involving patience
Too tall and self-conscious
Broken by no one, hunted by all
Injured by the masses of nothing
Wondering about the reasons of everything
Asking questions of no relevance
With the weirdest twist on it all
Don't you see my reasoning?
Surely it was better before
Before I stepped into your life
With such a tentative touch
But now it's all falling apart
But it seems to be hitting the fan
Splattering everywhere
All because of a girl
Who apologizes too much
For stuff she didn't do
Who stubbornly refuses
To believe anything said about
How she looks to the masses
My disbelief must be so irking
I don't understand why you deal with it
Why you deal with me
Why you are still here
Still there
But I'll just do whatever
It takes to make things okay
Because I just want one thing
And that's for
You to be happy