Darling, Please Tell Me

and tell me how it's fair for you to be the one
to break down my walls
and build my soul back up

and tell me how it's fair for you to be the one
to promise me that things
will only ever get better

and tell me how it's fair for you to be the one
to take every last drop
of innocence i had left

and tell me how it's fair for you to be the one
to push me back down
harder than anyone else before

and tell me how it's fair for you to be the one
to accept all the blame
but still feel no remorse

while i lie in bed
every night wishing
and praying
that i was dead

my darling, please would you tell me
how is it fair
for you to continue living as normal

while i cry every morning
purely because i've woken up

without you