Sleepless Nights

I thought I've found an answer
Just to find it was wrong

I thought I've found some love
But it disappeared...

I thought I've got some hope
But now I doubt it

I thought I knew what I needed
I'm not so sure anymore

I tricked you to believe I'm an angel
I might stab your back like the devil

Everything I tell you is truth
Everything I tell myself is lie

I wish to see that Someone
But my Someone is not here

I will be alone and silent
Save me, help me
If only you could read my mind
I will tell you nothing

For each second I live
I am dying
And I will keep dying
Until there's nothing left of me

Please hurry!