All There Is, Is Silience

Silence
That's all I hear
In me the voice has been silent
There was a time where I could hear it
It sang to me
And spoke to me
It told me how blessed I was

One day it went mad
Suddenly I felt cold
I felt every part of my body freeze by the second
I felt every muscle go tense
In me it started screaming
I didn't know how to silence it

All I could do was cry
With the remaining whisper
It told me:
Child, you must not rely on me for I am nothing
I will destroy you, I am not a comrade
I am enemy

Slowly I felt the enemy take over
Now the screams weren't from withing
But they were out
My throat was in pain
I saw blood spill from my wrists
And slowly
I went mad

I was locked up
I was silenced
Now all there is is silence
Just silence
Silence
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This was how I felt when I was bullied, then how I felt suicidal and began to hear voices. Now it's to the point where I hear nothing.
Not even my own inner voice, my conscience