Nadsat Series.
Who’s the devil, who’s the angel we never could define you’ve got your own demons and I know that I have mine
So tell me where we itty from here the safety net’s been shive my dear
You’ll never viddy these tears not from me again
The lies you told I bought what you sold just to put my rassoodok at ease
I’m not here to please
Inside I know you’ll only ookadeet
So itty.
Itty away.
I don’t want you here to stay,
anymore.
What happened to all I knew
For once so comfortable
Lost in a daze Looking at you
Gone without notice
Trip on my own feet
Watch you slip away
Not miss a beat
The slovos you ate I’ve come to hate
Viddy her with you
What happened to all I knew
This venom
You spew
Make me an offer
What happened to all I knew
Were you shown
What you’re missing
Resurrection of a beast
Sense of self
You’ve been dismissing
Did you fall hard
Crashing out
Endless spiral
Facing down
Out of sight
Out of rassoodok
Only just to find
Convenience
Neither want
Nor need
Self-worth faltering
Nothing but greed
Where have you been all this raz wandering around lost in city lights
Lewdies passing by stop and stare for a while then move on with their own
Lives are never the same
Try and take some blame I always believed in you
Have you found what you’re looking for
Or strayed a malenky more
You’re welcomed back home
We’ll never be the same
It’s both of us to blame
Believers never to the end
So where have you been all this raz wandering around lost in city lights
Have you found what you need
I often wonder the purpose of jeezny I question the purpose of myself. Some days I feel hopeless, helpless. Like no matter what I do doesn't mean a veshch. What do I do? When am I ever right. What's wrong with me. Sometimes it's not enough to know jeezny. You have to live it. I constantly feel I'm drowning in a sea of wastefulness. I'll never be saved. Give me something to believe in. A reason. Absolution. What's the point of raz. When I smot out into the light of day it escapes me. Never coming back. I hate this feeling. The feeling I'm getting while trying to write. Is it me? I'm not sure any more. It's hard to differentiate reality to not. Lots of times I feel programmed I mean with routine. Moving on scares me As does change. Lewdies make me nervous. My pee makes me nervous. Hard to hear a silent raz-bomb.
I miss my em. Days pass and I'm left wondering, 'did I do the right veshch?' I did what I had to. I fee insane writing like this. It flows so easily. Like a river or stream. Going on and on. Do I feel better now? No. I question the purpose of myself. Some days I feel hopeless, helpless. If you only knew. He's not the only odin for you. Give your heart a chance, don't ever let it settle. This moment's not right. You've still got all your jeezny.
Clean slate, starting over
Here we itty again.
Take my cal, get it done
Moving on this raz
I'm going to figure it out.
I'll make it out.
This raz it'll all rabbit out.
Lose what you found
Get what you need
Pack it all up
Come on you're done with me.
I'm done with me.
I won't run I won't hide
Walking on eggshells
Just an starry past raz
Lose what you found
Get what you need
Pack it all up
Come on you're done with me.
I'm done with me.
We're all done with me.
This is my goodbye
You'll viddy.
Creech and shout but nobody hears you
Figure out they don't even want you
I need a mesto to just be myself
A mesto
Where no odin is alone
Cause I'm not not going home.
Odin song for every odin to sing to
Odin nochy to be who we want to and right now I feel the best is yet to come
The best is yet to come
Tonight
We're gonna live it up
Tonight
We won't stop and right now I feel the best is yet to come
The best is yet to come
Odin sodding song for every odin to sing to
Odin nochy to be who we want to
The best is yet
The best is yet odin song for every odin to sing to
Odin nochy to be who we want to and right now I feel the best is yet to come
The best is yet to come
Tonight
We're gonna live it up
Tonight
We won't stop and right now I feel the best is here and right now I'm without fear
Here we itty again and I think it's raz I just give in
Do you even know how many times I want to itty
Away from all this pain
But you just call me insane
Now it's my turn to skazat
I know your litso but not your eemya
I know your rules but hate the eegra
I know how to pull all your chains
We keep dancing in the rain
You're a cheater like a piece of cal
You lie to get the fuck out of it
I know your ways
But we keep on dancing in the rain
Don't brosay this away
You know you'll want me another day
Too horrorshow for you to let itty
But I really need to let you know
I know your litso but not your eemya
I know your rules but hate the eegra
I know how to pull all your chains
We keep dancing in the rain
I'm not your toy to torture
Your silent listener
I'm human like the ones you fear
Govoreet to the walls
I'll just let you fall
I know your litso but not your eemya
I know your rules but hate the eegra
I know how to pull all your chains
We keep dancing in the rain
Fuck me over again and again, and again
It's not like you care about me
And who I want to be
I know your litso but not your eemya
I know your rules and bolnoy of your eegras
I'll choke you with your own bog damned chains
I'm done with you and you're to blame
It's all your fault... We're not dancing in the rain
Maybe it's raz we took a break
Because I'd really appreciate
If you'd shut your sodding litso for heaven's sake
I'm screaming in your ookos
But I bet you still can't hear.
You're an experiment to snuff it for
Krovvy rushing to the floor
Pulses beating faster
I'm a new disaster.
Dead and gone
Could never be so wrong
And you're lying to yourself.
Hurricane
Watch as I itty insane
Slowly picking at the scabs
Fuck the cal that we had.
Broken zoobies
Blackened glazzies
You're a scumbag
Drop and snuff it.
She runs the britva with a close precision down the side of his vein.
He starts to notice the krovvy dripping down.
Cocking his gulliver to move away, the blade itties deeper than intended.
She watches him writhe on the ground while a pool forms.
Litso down in his own fluid; she walks away satisfied.
I ain't happy, I'm really bezoomy.
I hate jeezny.
Pathetic and sad.
I'm useless, all the raz.
Oobivat me, come and try.
It's not that baddiwad of a jeezny, but if I had a nozh, I'd shove it through my skull, then I'd feel nothing at all.
This dried krovvy on my litso reminds me of my mesto
I stand in this world alone and afraid
Too scared to speak finding another way
Run to the streets I never could stay
The change comes from within
It's inevitable
You can drat it
Or rock it
But it's inevitable
Make it count
Compromising lies undoing ties we're at it again.
Your drat isn't fair falling faster in air take me out again.
Push through the venom this poison vendetta I swear I'm dying again.
Nothing to live for any more make these pretty scars disappear
With a light I'll find you save you, bind you.
Not going to snuff it again.
Broken glass
Torn down walls
Roof is leaking
Darkness falls.
Left alone
Sink like a stone
The goloss that calls
Darkness falls.
Beyond your command
Skvat at the rookers
Mesto a flower
Where the grave stands.
The goloss won't call
Sunlight broke all.
When you come near, I get angry
When you breathe gromky, I get angry
When you make shoom, I get angry
When you govoreet to me, I get angry
When you skazat "s" slovos, I get angry
I can't help being so bezoomy
I'm sorry I'm such a sodding mess in distress
I'm angry all the raz.
The feeling gets stronger as my heart beats faster
Emotions take over my body like I'll never settle down
Breathe in deep and exhale slowly
Clinical. Awaken. Broken. Shaken. Fallen. Angel. Pulling. Cables.
Stay here. Lay here. platch here. snuff it here.
Suicide silence.
Now that it's happening I find I can breathe again.
Clear thoughts to run through my rassoodok.
Memories keep me here.
Happiness fills me up inside.
Never alone, not on my own.
Someone to count on, a love to depend on.
Can't really itty wrong from here.
It's an uphill climb and I'm willing to rise above it all.
So viddy the real me cause this is who I am.
I won't change for you just to hold your rooker.
If love's not what you want, I won't stick around.
I don't need your help to put me in the ground.
Self destruction, my claim to fame.
Bog only knows you're the odin to blame.
I grew up fast, I lived hard.
Youth was a blur, cal, I was numb.
Lying to myself and dragging you down.
Pushed everyone out, I never looked back.
Thought I didn't need help, wanted to do it all.
Malenky did I know I would feel so small.
The world around me caved in, I started reaching for you.
Without a trace, I lost your litso.
I knew it was a gamble, I just couldn't lose.
Try taking a long gooly in my sabogs.
In all seriousness, you'd become a mess.
It's an offer you can't refuse.
Just like me.
I hate me more than you.
Am I bolnoy, or boring you?
Feel free to ookadeet the room.
I won't filly your pity eegras anymore.
Things are taking their turn for the worst.
I'm becoming worse than ever before.
I've already lost myself, dead and gone, punish myself for what you've done to me.
Just like me. I'm not me.
I just want to itty home. Please take me home.
Tonight. I only live in fear.
Get me out of here. I'll snuff it.
I just want to itty home.
Don't ookadeet me alone.
Tonight.
Maybe I'll smoke too. Would you like that? We could tell lewdies it's our hobby.
I'll skazat I learned from the best.
You can watch with proud glazzies. I'll itty on to barely catching my breath.
You can rooker me another. We'll cough as we smeck.
Allow the smoke to fill the room.
It touches my yahzick and strangles my lungs. Not a puff too soon.
Burn my insides. I'll up my intake.
Are you proud now?
I wanted to be just like you.
So tell me where we itty from here the safety net’s been shive my dear
You’ll never viddy these tears not from me again
The lies you told I bought what you sold just to put my rassoodok at ease
I’m not here to please
Inside I know you’ll only ookadeet
So itty.
Itty away.
I don’t want you here to stay,
anymore.
What happened to all I knew
For once so comfortable
Lost in a daze Looking at you
Gone without notice
Trip on my own feet
Watch you slip away
Not miss a beat
The slovos you ate I’ve come to hate
Viddy her with you
What happened to all I knew
This venom
You spew
Make me an offer
What happened to all I knew
Were you shown
What you’re missing
Resurrection of a beast
Sense of self
You’ve been dismissing
Did you fall hard
Crashing out
Endless spiral
Facing down
Out of sight
Out of rassoodok
Only just to find
Convenience
Neither want
Nor need
Self-worth faltering
Nothing but greed
Where have you been all this raz wandering around lost in city lights
Lewdies passing by stop and stare for a while then move on with their own
Lives are never the same
Try and take some blame I always believed in you
Have you found what you’re looking for
Or strayed a malenky more
You’re welcomed back home
We’ll never be the same
It’s both of us to blame
Believers never to the end
So where have you been all this raz wandering around lost in city lights
Have you found what you need
I often wonder the purpose of jeezny I question the purpose of myself. Some days I feel hopeless, helpless. Like no matter what I do doesn't mean a veshch. What do I do? When am I ever right. What's wrong with me. Sometimes it's not enough to know jeezny. You have to live it. I constantly feel I'm drowning in a sea of wastefulness. I'll never be saved. Give me something to believe in. A reason. Absolution. What's the point of raz. When I smot out into the light of day it escapes me. Never coming back. I hate this feeling. The feeling I'm getting while trying to write. Is it me? I'm not sure any more. It's hard to differentiate reality to not. Lots of times I feel programmed I mean with routine. Moving on scares me As does change. Lewdies make me nervous. My pee makes me nervous. Hard to hear a silent raz-bomb.
I miss my em. Days pass and I'm left wondering, 'did I do the right veshch?' I did what I had to. I fee insane writing like this. It flows so easily. Like a river or stream. Going on and on. Do I feel better now? No. I question the purpose of myself. Some days I feel hopeless, helpless. If you only knew. He's not the only odin for you. Give your heart a chance, don't ever let it settle. This moment's not right. You've still got all your jeezny.
Clean slate, starting over
Here we itty again.
Take my cal, get it done
Moving on this raz
I'm going to figure it out.
I'll make it out.
This raz it'll all rabbit out.
Lose what you found
Get what you need
Pack it all up
Come on you're done with me.
I'm done with me.
I won't run I won't hide
Walking on eggshells
Just an starry past raz
Lose what you found
Get what you need
Pack it all up
Come on you're done with me.
I'm done with me.
We're all done with me.
This is my goodbye
You'll viddy.
Creech and shout but nobody hears you
Figure out they don't even want you
I need a mesto to just be myself
A mesto
Where no odin is alone
Cause I'm not not going home.
Odin song for every odin to sing to
Odin nochy to be who we want to and right now I feel the best is yet to come
The best is yet to come
Tonight
We're gonna live it up
Tonight
We won't stop and right now I feel the best is yet to come
The best is yet to come
Odin sodding song for every odin to sing to
Odin nochy to be who we want to
The best is yet
The best is yet odin song for every odin to sing to
Odin nochy to be who we want to and right now I feel the best is yet to come
The best is yet to come
Tonight
We're gonna live it up
Tonight
We won't stop and right now I feel the best is here and right now I'm without fear
Here we itty again and I think it's raz I just give in
Do you even know how many times I want to itty
Away from all this pain
But you just call me insane
Now it's my turn to skazat
I know your litso but not your eemya
I know your rules but hate the eegra
I know how to pull all your chains
We keep dancing in the rain
You're a cheater like a piece of cal
You lie to get the fuck out of it
I know your ways
But we keep on dancing in the rain
Don't brosay this away
You know you'll want me another day
Too horrorshow for you to let itty
But I really need to let you know
I know your litso but not your eemya
I know your rules but hate the eegra
I know how to pull all your chains
We keep dancing in the rain
I'm not your toy to torture
Your silent listener
I'm human like the ones you fear
Govoreet to the walls
I'll just let you fall
I know your litso but not your eemya
I know your rules but hate the eegra
I know how to pull all your chains
We keep dancing in the rain
Fuck me over again and again, and again
It's not like you care about me
And who I want to be
I know your litso but not your eemya
I know your rules and bolnoy of your eegras
I'll choke you with your own bog damned chains
I'm done with you and you're to blame
It's all your fault... We're not dancing in the rain
Maybe it's raz we took a break
Because I'd really appreciate
If you'd shut your sodding litso for heaven's sake
I'm screaming in your ookos
But I bet you still can't hear.
You're an experiment to snuff it for
Krovvy rushing to the floor
Pulses beating faster
I'm a new disaster.
Dead and gone
Could never be so wrong
And you're lying to yourself.
Hurricane
Watch as I itty insane
Slowly picking at the scabs
Fuck the cal that we had.
Broken zoobies
Blackened glazzies
You're a scumbag
Drop and snuff it.
She runs the britva with a close precision down the side of his vein.
He starts to notice the krovvy dripping down.
Cocking his gulliver to move away, the blade itties deeper than intended.
She watches him writhe on the ground while a pool forms.
Litso down in his own fluid; she walks away satisfied.
I ain't happy, I'm really bezoomy.
I hate jeezny.
Pathetic and sad.
I'm useless, all the raz.
Oobivat me, come and try.
It's not that baddiwad of a jeezny, but if I had a nozh, I'd shove it through my skull, then I'd feel nothing at all.
This dried krovvy on my litso reminds me of my mesto
I stand in this world alone and afraid
Too scared to speak finding another way
Run to the streets I never could stay
The change comes from within
It's inevitable
You can drat it
Or rock it
But it's inevitable
Make it count
Compromising lies undoing ties we're at it again.
Your drat isn't fair falling faster in air take me out again.
Push through the venom this poison vendetta I swear I'm dying again.
Nothing to live for any more make these pretty scars disappear
With a light I'll find you save you, bind you.
Not going to snuff it again.
Broken glass
Torn down walls
Roof is leaking
Darkness falls.
Left alone
Sink like a stone
The goloss that calls
Darkness falls.
Beyond your command
Skvat at the rookers
Mesto a flower
Where the grave stands.
The goloss won't call
Sunlight broke all.
When you come near, I get angry
When you breathe gromky, I get angry
When you make shoom, I get angry
When you govoreet to me, I get angry
When you skazat "s" slovos, I get angry
I can't help being so bezoomy
I'm sorry I'm such a sodding mess in distress
I'm angry all the raz.
The feeling gets stronger as my heart beats faster
Emotions take over my body like I'll never settle down
Breathe in deep and exhale slowly
Clinical. Awaken. Broken. Shaken. Fallen. Angel. Pulling. Cables.
Stay here. Lay here. platch here. snuff it here.
Suicide silence.
Now that it's happening I find I can breathe again.
Clear thoughts to run through my rassoodok.
Memories keep me here.
Happiness fills me up inside.
Never alone, not on my own.
Someone to count on, a love to depend on.
Can't really itty wrong from here.
It's an uphill climb and I'm willing to rise above it all.
So viddy the real me cause this is who I am.
I won't change for you just to hold your rooker.
If love's not what you want, I won't stick around.
I don't need your help to put me in the ground.
Self destruction, my claim to fame.
Bog only knows you're the odin to blame.
I grew up fast, I lived hard.
Youth was a blur, cal, I was numb.
Lying to myself and dragging you down.
Pushed everyone out, I never looked back.
Thought I didn't need help, wanted to do it all.
Malenky did I know I would feel so small.
The world around me caved in, I started reaching for you.
Without a trace, I lost your litso.
I knew it was a gamble, I just couldn't lose.
Try taking a long gooly in my sabogs.
In all seriousness, you'd become a mess.
It's an offer you can't refuse.
Just like me.
I hate me more than you.
Am I bolnoy, or boring you?
Feel free to ookadeet the room.
I won't filly your pity eegras anymore.
Things are taking their turn for the worst.
I'm becoming worse than ever before.
I've already lost myself, dead and gone, punish myself for what you've done to me.
Just like me. I'm not me.
I just want to itty home. Please take me home.
Tonight. I only live in fear.
Get me out of here. I'll snuff it.
I just want to itty home.
Don't ookadeet me alone.
Tonight.
Maybe I'll smoke too. Would you like that? We could tell lewdies it's our hobby.
I'll skazat I learned from the best.
You can watch with proud glazzies. I'll itty on to barely catching my breath.
You can rooker me another. We'll cough as we smeck.
Allow the smoke to fill the room.
It touches my yahzick and strangles my lungs. Not a puff too soon.
Burn my insides. I'll up my intake.
Are you proud now?
I wanted to be just like you.