My Lifeless Eyes

Happiness is warm, like my filthy blood.
Swallowed; frozen by depths of my despair.
My fears, my anguish, in my mind they flood,
Repeat, repeat, shadow yourself, beware.
Tears wash away my sin; my innocence,
My smile wavers; my demons come and play.
I set ablaze, they watch with insolence,
Infected; leaving me in disarray.
My killer staring at me through the mirror,
She hands me the pills; swears it will be fine.
I swallow them all with trembling fear,
My demons surround me; so divine.
The calm before the storm; everything black,
Lifeless eyes staring, hungry, they attack.