Tainted

A memory of you drills into my temporal lobe
A stick of dynamite in my cornea about to explode
A single thought of you and internally I corrode
I want destroy myself because I will always remember
Tear away my flesh and feed it to burning embers
Anywhere and everywhere you ever touched me
I want to rip off the pieces and feed them to wild dogs
Boil my skin and paint new flesh back on
I try and I try but I can't scrape out the inside of my head
And it sickens me because at the thought of you I wish I was dead